i have literally been trying to fall asleep for two hours. i’ve tried everything. i used my Vick’s vaporub so i could maybe actually breathe. i opened a window in my room so that i wasn’t suffocating of heat. i put in my Norah Jones album really really loud. and then my drunken roommates arrived back, and my music was turned off right when i was starting to get sleepy and now i’m sitting in the common room waiting for sleep to come. which doesn’t seem like it’s going to be anytime soon. why is insomnia a symptom of illness for me? it’s just NOT FAIR. anyway. i’m going to watch trashy tv and/or some of a very potter musical and hope for the best. send me positive vibes.